Confessions of a shopaholic!

A day in the life of a shopping trip with me: Yesterday I went on a trek to Ross to purchase a one-piece bathing suit for more coverage than my much too itty bitty bikini’s I normally don, so I can stop worrying about adjusting and just have fun in the sun.  

I found the perfect Calvin Klein simple black one-piece for only $19.99 (instead of $92, which why I love Ross, designer duds for less) But then, of course, I also found the “perfect” over-sized, sheer button-up shirt / cover-up (only 12.99!) I tried it on and it was the ideal, on-a-vacation-at-a-fancy-resort look, I was going for, for a day at the spa with my sister and Mom.  Reasoning in my head that it’s so cheap, I then move on to shorts.  What will I wear with my new one-piece and cover-up?  After trying on shorts, I rule them out but then decide to (window) shop shoes.  

Low and behold, I find the “perfect” Roxy bronze flip-flops to complete my resort look.  I have to get them (I tell myself), they’re only 12.99 (Apparently Ross likes this price).  However, I took a moment of calculating in my head, that I’m now up to almost $50, to solemnly conclude that this is why I can never stick to my budget(s).  Little things add up oh-so quickly!  Deciding to be obedient to my budget, I put the must-have accessories away and triumphantly walked out with one item. (after paying of course) The one item I needed.  

As I walked out, it felt rewarding to realize that I do not need things or the perfect accessorized outfit to have a great time.  I think as a woman I put a great deal of importance to (wanting) to look just right and wear new things every new season, but God says that beauty is fleeting (I think He must have meant fashion too) but that a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised (who doesn’t want to be praised!) :)  To not allow our adornment to be merely outward but that of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is precious in God’s sight.  

Just a little reminder to myself to spend less energy (and God-given resources) on what’s fleeting and focus more on clothing myself with God’s word (which produces hope, patience, kindness, compassion and love, to name a few - the true “perfect” accessories) and so that even if I don’t outwardly look as fabulous as I would hope, I have so much more to offer others, through God, who makes us beautiful within!  

A NEW BEGINNING

This was very fitting for me tonight!


“…if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation…”

READ: 2 Corinthians 5:12-21

Through the grace of God, endings are always beginnings for believers.
The end of sin is the beginning of righteousness…the end of guilt is
the beginning of freedom…the end of fear is the beginning of love.
Jesus asks us to let our lives end – to lay to rest our will to do
what we want – so that His will can begin anew within us. In
exchange, He promises an ultimate end to all that has meant
frustration and fear and dissatisfaction…and a new birth of hope, of
faith, of love in our hearts.

AS YOU PRAY TONIGHT…in the glow of all the candles of Hanukkah,
dedicate yourself anew to Jesus. Place in His scarred hands the joys
and troubles and memories of the past – and let Him give you the
promise and the possibilities, and the power of His presence in the
new days ahead.

From: Devotions for Hanukkah, by Dr. Ben Alpert

Dinner tonight & lunch tomorrow (minus the red wine :)) Tilapia & red potatos, yum!

Dinner tonight & lunch tomorrow (minus the red wine :)) Tilapia & red potatos, yum!

Eat-Clean Diet!

Getting motivated reading Your Best Body Now by Tosca Reno!  Preparing to start eating clean & a weight lifting regimen (holidays, what holidays?)  Diets haven’t motivated me for more than a few weeks lately so I’m really inspired to not focus on diets but to change the way I eat for life with eating whole and natural foods, cutting out sugar and chemicals.  Plus the recipes look amazing!  Thinking of food as fuel and how what I’m putting in my body will affect how I feel, my energy levels and health really helps!  Highly recommend! Website: http://www.eatcleandiet.com/

 

Anonymous asked: Did you teach your self photography? Your photos are beautifully done. God bless and have a beautiful weekend

Thank you so much!  I did take one class but mostly have taught myself!  Still have a lot of learning to do!  :)

"Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert."

— Isaiah 43:19

Lunch menu today: Low-fat chicken fajita burrito courtesy of my lovely roommate! 
Delicious but super healthy ingredients: whole wheat tortilla, onions, bell pepper, cilantro, salsa, baby tomatoes cut in half, fresh rosemary (cut from our bush outside!), low moisture skim milk mozzarella cheese & of course chicken.  Topped with avocado slices and plain non-fat Greek yogurt. 
Voila!  A burrito I can eat without the guilt!  Thanks Bridg!

Lunch menu today: Low-fat chicken fajita burrito courtesy of my lovely roommate! 

Delicious but super healthy ingredients: whole wheat tortilla, onions, bell pepper, cilantro, salsa, baby tomatoes cut in half, fresh rosemary (cut from our bush outside!), low moisture skim milk mozzarella cheese & of course chicken.  Topped with avocado slices and plain non-fat Greek yogurt. 

Voila!  A burrito I can eat without the guilt!  Thanks Bridg!

Do it now
You know who you are
You feel it in your heart
And you’re burning and wishing

At first, wait, won’t get it on a plate
You’re gonna work for it harder and harder
And I know ‘cause I’ve been there before
Knocking on the doors with rejection
And you’ll see ‘cause if it’s meant to be
Nothing can compare to deserving your dream

It’s amazing, it’s amazing all that you can do
It’s amazing, it makes my heart sing
Now it’s up to you

Patience, now, frustration’s in the air
And people who don’t care
Well it’s gonna get you down
And you’ll fall
Yes you will hit a wall
But get back on your feet
And you’ll be stronger and smarter

And I know ‘cause I’ve been there before
Knockin’ down the doors, won’t take “No” for an answer
And you’ll see ‘cause if it’s meant to be
Nothing can compare to deserving your dream

Saw this 30 day, 30 photo challenge on Pinterest from blogger Oh So Lovely and think I shall have to do it!!  Super cute photog project :-) 

Saw this 30 day, 30 photo challenge on Pinterest from blogger Oh So Lovely and think I shall have to do it!!  Super cute photog project :-) 

Hallelujah (Leonard Cohen) - Allison Crowe live performance - beautiful!

*sigh* the perfect song for your wedding night! (ignore the credits on this vid, by etta james) ;-)

:-)

GOD RECYCLES.
He made you out of dust.

And the LORD God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul. Genesis 2:7

Speaks for itself…

Photography can be a lot of work… when you do it on the side of a full time job… sometimes I feel like —NOT other shoot I’m going to have to edit!  (think: I’ve had no social life for the past 2 years) But then looking through my past photoshoots and I remember why I love it.  Don’t give me posed, super editorial looks.  Give me moments of love, happiness and fun to be captured forever.  A moment in time standing still.  A few of my favorite captured moments(:

Who says you need to wait for your perfect skinny self to buy that yellow polka dot bikini????  (Especially when Old Navy has it for $12)  Excited to celebrate my 35th Bday in Palm Springs this weekend!!! :-)

Who says you need to wait for your perfect skinny self to buy that yellow polka dot bikini????  (Especially when Old Navy has it for $12)  Excited to celebrate my 35th Bday in Palm Springs this weekend!!! :-)